Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Heartbroken, confused, angry

This blog was supposed to be all about Katy. Our journey through beating her cancer. Our time in Philadelphia. Unfortunately, we didn't beat er cancer, and she passed away in October. I haven't really posted here because I have nothing to write about related to her, besides the fact that I miss her more and more everyday.

On Friday I would have been 9 weeks pregnant. Completely unplanned. But we're married. We don't use protection. Today I went to the doctors. No heartbeat. They don't know what caused the miscarriage. And I honestly don't want to know.

Tonight I'll hug my babies a little bit tighter.

Tonight, ill be heartbroken, confused, and angry.


  1. Oh, honey. I am so, so sorry. I wish I could drive there and give you a big hug.

  2. I wish I knew what to say other than I'm sorry. Those words just arent enoigh